Sunday, October 3, 2010

Humble Me


How can I weep
When the sun rises
every day and shines
its warmth upon me?

My lonely friend
sadness has left
me again,

But do not worry
I am not alone

My constant companion
nostalgia has been
wrapping itself
around my soul
and giving me hope

these rising
suns are a reminder
that love still shines
and lifts me up
from my
despair

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Apology

I play you
back and forth
like a pinball
changing from
good to bad
happy to sad
in an instant

I throw my
brown frown
on you
like you're
the ground
when really
I should praise you,
give you a crown

I crumble inside
to think that
I made you cry
because of my
fucked up mind
pulling me
everywhere
but to the present
where you
gave me a gift,
symmetry and heaven

I will give you back
the real me -
the one underneath
so we can be free,
instead of hostages
caught somewhere between
the seen and unseen

Saturday, June 26, 2010

My Tug of War

Shine on me
now

Open this
heart

Make it feel
hope

It gets stuck
still -

In between
sun

And cloudy
rain

Can you fix
me

again before
blue

wraps itself
in?

Or have I
lost

you again
friend?

Sunrise save
me

Before I
fall

Inside these
thoughts

of lonely
dread...

Before you
came

Sun left me
burnt

But now your
light

warms my cold
heart

and I am
free

safe from
me

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

The Battle


Come wrestle my solid heart
Throw those words at me again
It's nothing new - you fall apart
and I am left to pretend
That you will change and love me,
without my having to plead

I lost that battle long ago
You picked her grain and spirit
and wrapped her from head to toe
While I became the culprit
of hope and tireless shame
Just an empty shell to blame

This is the last time for me
the end - my final goodbye
Time to let go and be free
mend the love that's gone awry
and remember the good man
that once held my fragile hand

The battle is over now
the man with nine lives has won
stumble and fall - take a bow
your star performance is done
the poor frail body survives
but your mind takes a nosedive

Goodbye old man - -
Goodbye old man

Monday, May 24, 2010

This Moment

Capture it Now

Remember it Always

For there won't be another

Like it - Ever again

Hold it Close

Breathe it in

Feel the Pain or

Pleasure it brings

See

Smell

Touch

Taste

This moment

It will be gone

In an instant

Love

Every

Second

Live

Every

Minute

And

You

Might

Just be lucky

enough to make it

to the next moment

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Soul's Whisper


The wind in my heart blows
through me with fervor
unleashed from complacency,
taking the world by storm.

The wind in my heart carries
me from yesterday into today,
providing strength to move
these moments as they pass.

The wind in my heart forces
the freedom within to awaken,
allowing personal integrity
to wrap itself around me.

The wind in my heart guides
my soul with its whisper,
blowing through my body
as your love surrounds me.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Bring Me to Silence


The turmoil begins
Wreaking havoc with my mind

I wait for stillness to arrive
Like a forrest waits for rain -

Quiet and desperate
Craving freedom and life

Thoughts move through me
With a wild impatience

I'm left here wondering again:
Can you save me?

From me?



Saturday, March 27, 2010

Sunrise


As I sit in silence
Learning from afar
Every place becomes
Xanadu

A Kingdom of purity&
Nostalgic hope
Dare to dream -OR

Realize that truth
Initially scares us
Away....

Crying for more

Friday, March 12, 2010

Doubting Heart

I sit and wait for change
Like a plant waits for its moment
In the sun

Hoping the rays of light
Will lead me happily into the
Future

I ache to live without regret
Full of life and inspiration
True and free

Clinging to pieces of myself
That have been lost
For so long

I wrap myself in the dream
That love is not an
Aberration

Forcing the light upon me
In a tunnel full
Of darkness

I pray for guidance
Strength, insight
And Serenity

Questioning the One
To whom I pray:
Are you real?

I ask the Universe
To set me free -
Let me be me

Friday, March 5, 2010

Stop

Slipping
into self-pity,
silently shedding
the sentiments
of yesterday
and embracing
the shadows
of today

Seeking
sorrow
and sympathy
so that you
can see
how you've
emotionally
seduced me

Stealing
a piece of my soul
sharing it
with so many
while stripping me
slowly

of me

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Hollow

Like a vacant house
My body's been stripped
Naked

Awaiting the day it can
Be clothed again
With love

And hope

It sits housing a soul
Full of regret
And sorrow

Bruised from within

Hollow
and
Empty

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

ERASED

Caught somewhere in between
reality and the unseen

where havoc is the norm
and quietude begs form

"Fall down with me," you plead

Please ,
Just let me Breathe

You've left a vacancy here
Where everything that used to be clear

is gone - fallen somewhere else
erased and no longer felt

I am just a fragment
aching to remember
what used to be

but no longer clings to me