Surgery

So, I'm getting surgery tomorrow on my ankle -
and I'm not going to lie - I'm totally scared! Silly me -
I know in my heart of hearts that I will be fine and that
God has blessed me, etc, etc. but that doesn't change the
fear! Everytime I think about it, I have a mini panic attack.
My heart races, my head spins, and I feel overwhelmed.

I haven't been able to write lately - I don't know if it's just
lack of inspiration or if I have been too self-absorbed
(never an excuse -and the ego is a poor reason to not write!).
Either way, I am hoping if nothing else, that the surgery
will allow me time to reflect -and write some beautiful poetry,
since I will be home in bed with nothing to do! My mom is
coming to visit and to take care of me...(she knows I'm a big
baby and need to be treated like a princess!)

So to my few faithful readers out there -
I will be back....hopfully with more thoughts
of spiritual freedom!

XO
Jackie