Tuesday, May 19, 2009


So, I'm getting surgery tomorrow on my ankle -
and I'm not going to lie - I'm totally scared! Silly me -
I know in my heart of hearts that I will be fine and that
God has blessed me, etc, etc. but that doesn't change the
fear! Everytime I think about it, I have a mini panic attack.
My heart races, my head spins, and I feel overwhelmed.

I haven't been able to write lately - I don't know if it's just
lack of inspiration or if I have been too self-absorbed
(never an excuse -and the ego is a poor reason to not write!).
Either way, I am hoping if nothing else, that the surgery
will allow me time to reflect -and write some beautiful poetry,
since I will be home in bed with nothing to do! My mom is
coming to visit and to take care of me...(she knows I'm a big
baby and need to be treated like a princess!)

So to my few faithful readers out there -
I will be back....hopfully with more thoughts
of spiritual freedom!



8thday said...

The anticipation is always worse than the actual experience.

Hands together and fingers crossed for you.

akaash said...

hey all the best.. and get well soon.