Last night I curled up
in a ball and learned
for the first time
what PTSD really is
A disease that rots a person
from the inside -
tears their wounds open
like an amputated limb
Last night I learned
that 8 years can feel
like only 8 seconds
and what time machines do:
They transport you back
to the moment your brain
stopped working and
your heart stopped beating
Correctly
Last night I learned
about war and tried
to remember what
peace felt like
The profundity of
these lessons seep
into my dreams
and I am rattled
For only by remembering
the horrible
the terrible
the despicable
can we truly forget
